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If You Have Tears To Shed

 

 

Fugitive lives lost one by one

Until he had only a mortal’s chance

A single life left

All that had gone before surrendered

In the nameless forest

Rifle shots scattering the ravens’ host

Wings darker than the night

In the hungry ghetto

Where children starve

Eyes sunken and old

In the camp from which the living never return

Where oven and chimney always burn

On the airfield beneath the sky

Wings broken and burning

As stranded as a mariner far from the sea

On the weary road

A highway to nowhere

The route uncharted

In the prison cell

An ante chamber to hell

Where doors close like coffin lids

In his own home

A fortress once

Now looted and broken

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Fleeing the hungry spectre

The sorrowful interloper at the feast

The gaunt invader with envious eyes

Forever at his heels the executioner

Sometimes German

Sometimes Russian

Uncle Joe yet more rapacious than the Austrian Corporal

Not once a helping hand, reaching down to pull him up

Arms outstretched like those of a blind man

Searching for interventions that never come

Not from the English

Not from the French

Forlorn pledges as absent as hope itself

Only a harvest of ruin

Broken promises dispersed upon the wind

A sacrament of betrayal

Recanted and denied

I have returned from Germany with peace for our time

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Dread and fear his constant companions

The God of War’s baleful moons

His despair an apparition that walks before him

A hooded visage leaner than his own

The upended cross of a swastika driven into the ground

A black baptism for a newly anointed apostate

Roaming a godless land

A hollow man, shorn of himself

Waiting to join a congregation of the recently dead

For his bones to be carried away on the unforgiving wind

To gather as golden motes in a shaft of sunlight

Vestigal immortality

Unnoticed and ungrieved by the living

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Bicycles bent under iron tracks

The barricade breached

The wall surmounted

Cavalry steeds strafed and scattered

The old ways over-ridden by the new

Brigades armed with weapons antique and rusted

Gallantry and honour gone to nothing

Centuries vanquished in less than an hour

And so the soldier on the run

Never to reach a rendezvous

Shot while trying to escape

Shot on the edge of a grave newly dug

Shot on the bomb site where houses once stood

Shot in the alley with no one to see

If you have tears, shed them now

For the dispossessed

For the abandoned

For the forsaken

For the lonely Pole

Nevermore to see the sun

His home

His wife

His children

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